Somebody asked me what is your greatest fear and I replied that it’s being left alone at some random secluded place without my specs. That, I think, is something that everyone who has a weak eyesight fears.
I have had a strange relationship with my glasses. Started wearing them at the age of 12 after I was unable to properly see things written on the blackboard and I can never forget the way my family reacted to this new development in my life. Nobody in my entire family, neither my mother’s side nor my father’s, has a weak eyesight.
At first, it felt really wierd to have something sit on your nose 24*7. Selecting the right piece of fabric to wipe them off, realising midway through taking my top off that I had to take off my glasses first, were some of the minor inconveniences that I got used to over time. The major inconvenience was, my family.
I was scared to tell my parents that I needed glasses, that I couldn’t see faraway things properly so, I wrote a letter to them.
Things were still going well till the doctor said I needed prescription glasses. I don’t think I will ever forget how my father sat upset, without saying a single word in the drawing room after this news. And my mother ofcourse, blamed me for watching TV from too close, which I didn’t do. God bless that doctor though, who made it clear that there was a problem with the shape of my eyes’ lenses, all naturally.
Looking back at the time it feels so ridiculous how everyone made such a big deal about such a small thing. My mother, like any typical Indian mom, was already concerned about my marriage. “They will reject you over specs like they reject your sister over her weight,” she said, successfully shaming both her daughters in a single sentence.
Infact, things went so serious that, from that point onwards I started hating going to my village. The whole family looked at me as if I literally had four eyes on my face.
I hate that joke by the way. “Chaar chaar aankhein hain…phir bhi dikhai nahi deta?” Took me years to take this and every other lame joke about people wearing specs “sportingly”.
I even hated the word ‘chashmish’ which Ranbir Kapoor and Samrat from Mile Jab Hum Tum made very popular among the youngsters. It sounded like a coverup to the ugliness which the glasses brought to my face and the fact that, that is the only thing that someone is noticing about me.
I just can’t help but notice how every glow up in Bollywood is about getting rid of specs. If a character has to be portrayed as ‘cool’, the glasses must go. Naina, in Yeh Jawani Hai Deewani, looses specs and becomes a diva. They only brought the glasses back in the very last scene of the movie when Bunny had already fallen for Naina.
It can also be counted as an advantage of wearing specs though. Anyone who wears specs is by default considered a nerd, a scholar, or an academic prodigy, someone like Harry Potter. This makes me wonder how do people who wear glasses and are not even nerds feel like?
For the longest time I used to wear the rectangular- shaped specs that were once in the trend but definitely not in the big year of 2023. That was because I only considered specs a necessity and not an accessory. I cannot exactly pinpoint when this trend of finding girls with specs cute started, but, I am pretty sure it is some Bollywood inspired sorcery and no one actually means it.
Anyways, I don’t hate my specs anymore, except for when I can’t find them obviously because I put them somewhere and then I realise that I need my specs to find my specs. I do not even aspire to get rid of them with the help of LASIK in the near future, which I so desperately wanted to as a kid.
Glasses do help you in many ways other than just correcting your vision, like veiling teary eyes, helping coverup the bad application of eyeliner, the latter being my favourite.